I just feel that,
I am under depress.
It is summer break after few months crazy and non-stop practicing in school.
But right now, its suddenly nothing to do.
Even though I need to go to work too.
Feeling lost still.
I have insomnia couple days ago.
Nothing I can deal with it.
Just keep watching TV talk shows, drama such as Glee...until morning five o'clock.
And how about then?
Keep sleeping until evening, until I found it had been sunset.
What's going on with me?
Probably I met the bottle neck.
I wanna go to practice my piano, but I didn't know what should I need to play for.
Everybody seems get ideas to play in next semester, except me.
Everybody has their goal, like somebody wanna play for the concerto competition,somebody had decided their repertoires of their junior and senior recital.
But how about me?
You know what,
I just need some guidelines..
I feel like it is not the time to play for competition.
It is not the time to play Liszt...
It was sucking to face those problems...
Sigh~
I just wanna find something to do in this summer.
Not just relaxing.
I need more improvements.
Yea, I just wanna yell out!!!
